The Mad Scene

Again last night I dreamed the dream called Laundry.
In it, the sheets and towels of a life we were going to share,
The milk-stiff bibs, the shroud, each rag to be ever
Trampled or soiled, bled on or groped for blindly,
Came swooning out of an enormous willow hamper
Onto moon-marbly boards.  We had just met.  I watched
From outer darkness.  I had dressed myself in clothes
Of a new fiber that never stains or wrinkles, never
Wears thin,  The opera house sparkled with tiers
And tiers of eyes, like mine enlarged by belladonna,
Trained inward.  There I saw the cloud-clot, gust by gust,
Form, and the lightning bite, and the roan mare unloosen.
Fingers were running in panic over the flute’s nine gates.
Why did I flinch?  I loved you.  And in the downpour laughed
To have us wrung white, gnarled together, one
Topmost mordent of wisteria,
as the lean tree burst into grief.

—James Merrill, from In the House of Night: A Dream Reader

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